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Sunday, November 11, 2007

A continuation of quotes transcribed from Al Jazeera's programme Children of Conflict.

Children of Conflict - Lebanon

The episode revolved around this extended family who took shelter at home which unfortunately came under attack by the Israeli's during 2006's war. The Israel's justification was that the Hezbollah was hiding around the area.

Do you think you will have a normal future?

"I have to. I try my best to do so."

"My first goal now is to study pharmacy. After that I’ll think of marriage and bring up children. And I’ll give them everything that I’ve been forbidden from it. I didn’t get."

"Finish my school, my university. I was married, have a son and I am happy in my life. And I am strong."

"The children who survived the massacre are playing. They feel that the play is missing something. They’re missing someone; a brother, a friend or a neighbour. When they play, they’re happy and sad at the same time. They know that the playmates are dead."

Sanee, 14

"I remember my family and feel that life is normal. But I come to the graveyard and I realise my life is not normal."

Hasen, 4 (This brave little boy was initially thought to be dead and brought to the morgue. Fortunately, he woke up.)

"I am fine now. I was only wounded here (points to around his stomach area) and it’s healed now."

Unfortunately, even though the war has ended, the Lebanese and children living around the area are likely to be still in danger. That is because it is estimated that there are over a million unexploded bomblets that litter South Lebanon; these were a result of Israel using cluster bombs in the area during the 2006 war.

Children of Conflict - Afghanistan

This episode focused a lot on the children in an orphanage and street kids. The former were mainly there due to war.

"Fighting is usual in Afghanistan. It’s normal, they fight, they attack each other. And they kill each other."

"War has affected us in a way that made our lives horrible and we lost our parents. We became orphans."

"Children in other countries have everything. They have good places to live. They have nice houses. They have parks to play in. They have all the facilities in the life. But Afghan children do not have a good place to live. See me and my friends, in this environment that we have to live ok (the place is essentially very rundown with no proper roads or sanitation. There is also plenty of rubble in the area). Look how dirty it is. In other countries, streets are clean and there are nice parks for children to go."

"The government should bring comfort to people. There is no work here. The government should provide work for people. That’s why people are begging in the streets."

Tell me about life for the children here in the orphanage.

Shabnam, 10

"War has affected us in a way that made our lives horrible and we lost out parents. We became orphans. We do not like war. We have enough of war in Afghanistan."

Majide, 12

"It was war. We were trapped in the house and hungry. My dad said that he would go to the market and find some food for us. When he left the house, he was shot by the Taliban. He died on the spot. My mother found out and she went outside to bring his body back. But she was also shot; so both of them died."

Shabnam, 10

"Everybody was running away, it was war time. My father was killed by the Taliban and my family became so miserable and poor. And that is why my family sent me here. My father was shot in the forehead by the Taliban. They killed him."

Do you remember your father?

Shabnam, 10

"My father was a good man. His name was Mosoul and he had a good life with my mum and we had a good life altogether as a family. When he was killed, we were left all alone. My mother cannot afford to feed me. So she brought me here and now she visits me every week."

Majide, 12

"My father was a good man. He never attack anybody or hurt anyone’s family. He tried to help people as much he could.

War has affected our lives of course. That’s why the children of this country don’t know anything. The Taliban destroyed schools. There were schools and mosques but the Taliban even attack the mosques and burn them. Some people do not want children to be educated.

I remember what my father said to me. He said, I will die one day my son and it will be before you die. But try to study. Try not to attack anybody or hurt anyone. Do not steal and be a good person. Keep praying to God. Keep worshipping him and pray for me after I die."

Sharinaghar, 11

"If there was no war, I will not be here. I will be with my mum and dad. And my dad will have work and he would have brought things for us, corn, flour and bread. And my mum would have cooked for us and I would have stayed with them. I think we would have had a good life."

Majide, 12

"I want to become somebody or something in the future. I want to be somebody who will be able represent my father. My father is a light inside me, like a candle. I want to keep that light burning."

Deprived of their family, life for the children in the orphanage is harsh and frugal. But unlike many others across Afghanistan, the children here do have a daily hot meal and a bed to sleep in. By Afghan standards, that makes them the lucky ones.



he spoke at 3:06 pm

Saturday, November 10, 2007

Though I am not a person who thinks a whole deal of the Pulitzer Prize, it does not take away the fact that I think very highly of some of the winning entries. I know the statement may sound contradictory but I do not think a whole deal of it simply because the Pulitzer is essentially an American Award. To put it in the Singapore television context, it is no more prestigious than our Star Awards.

My gripe is that the criteria for it is that the story must have been published in the US. Due to the hype surrounding the award, it makes it seem so prestigious when it is essentially a national and not international award.

However, that does not mean that the entries are no good. I really like to see the Feature Photography winners as they are usually excellent photo essays. Below are a couple of really good ones.

This year's winner, Renee Byer, did a photo essay about a single mother and her cancer stricken son.

2006's winner, Todd Heisler, covered how how the marines prepared for the final honour for their fallen brother in arms.

I think what struck me most about these photos was how much effort the photographer went through to understand his/her subjects. Though this was not mentioned, you can literally feel the emotions that both the photographer and subject. I mean these are raw emotions that bring us into the personal lives of those photographs. Through each photo, the viewer is in a way invited to laugh or cry.

The people photographed are often just very normal people whom had something less than normal affecting them. That being said, their plight is also not unique to them, but through these photos, these people have become the representative of those in their plight. They also make those more fortunate them realise that they should be thankful for what they have and cherish it.


he spoke at 11:33 pm

Friday, November 09, 2007

People may say lots of things about children and how innocent they can be. Yes, I have seen children who can touch adults with their innocence but there are also those children who can touch adults and hopefully adults with their dreams and aspirations.

I think that what the Palestine children go through their childhood and everyday really puts everything else we quibble about into perspective. Whoever say that their child is smart because he or she is in the gifted programme, I challenge their children to speak as wisely as some of the Palestinian children. Remember, these are children who have had barely any education. Their words are filled with so much hope and yet at the same time, despair.

Tehal, 10

"All this destruction and mess, we just want it removed. We want it back as it used to be before; with all the trees. We want peace in this village; because we always live in fear. And we don’t feel safe in these houses. I swear we heard the sound of rocket and the noise of shooting and everything. We love some peace in this world; especially in Gaza."

What would she say to the politicians of both sides?

"My first word is directed to the Arabs. You talk about saving children and you speak much about children, but you don’t really mean what you say because children do not have any rights here. To Ehud Olmert, the Prime Minister of Israel. I say to him, why do you kill children who are innocent? I think it’s because he and the Israelis are scared of children. This is because they think that children will grow up to be fighters. It’s the opposite. I want to tell him that children aspire to be educated, go to the university, get PhDs. They want an education, they just want an education."

When you become the first female president of Palestine, which I am absolutely sure you’ll going to be, what are the first three things you’re going to do?

"If I’m president and Shah Allah I would first give children all the rights so that they don’t have to live in the sadness and misery that we live in. Second, I would like to remove all this rubbish. I would not leave it the way it is now. I would see that there are municipalities that could clear the mess left behind by the Israelis and third, I’ll build a new country."

Considering that Tehal is just a tender 10 years of age, I think it is pretty remarkable on how analytical she is and how selfless she is.

Rafa, 14

"I do dream to be a journalist because when I get bigger I’ll describe the situation here. I’ll tell everybody how we live, how we suffer."

Fatima, 14

"God willing, I would like to be a professor of chemistry at university. That’s if I do not succeed as being a martyr."

To put Fatima's words into context, her grandmother was the oldest female Palestinian suicide bomber. Is she just misled? I doubt so. If soldiers who spend a year of their lives in a war zone can come back with Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, what than will happen to the children who live in these war zones; who live in these nightmares.

So I think that anyone who dismisses these children as being brainwashed are just either ignorant or bigoted. Take a look at what these children and people go through, try to nurture a little empathy within your stone heart and try to feel the nightmare that these children call reality.

(Quotes were transcribed from Children of Conflict - Gaza by Al Jazeera)


he spoke at 10:29 pm

Tuesday, November 06, 2007

Again we have shown to the world what twits we can be with our 'over zealous' photographers and 'golf fans'. Why the inverted commas? Well, simply because if you do not know the simple etiquette of the activity or sport, how can you be called a photographer or fan?

The rules that were set for the Barclays Singapore Open were very clear and that no photography was allowed. But of course, Singaporeans being Singaporeans went ahead to take photos there. Their defence was that as long as they stood further back, they were fine. What kind of photographer are you if you cannot even do the most decent thing by respecting the event that you are at? Maybe we are more destined to be paparazzis rather than photographers. And to think that they consider themselves as wannabe photojournalists.

I think that this is the price that those living in our time have to pay for the modernisation of photography. Yes, photography has been around for a very long time. but the advent of digital photography has led to probably an exponential increase in people picking up photography. I have no qualms against it and actually am glad to see more people picking it up. But it is also important to learn the unspoken rules that come along with the activity. Unfortunately, the rules being unspoken tends to be overlooked by our written rule governed citizens.

I have also lamented the entire obsession with technology in Singapore. Going by the number of IT fairs we have, it seems that we can never get enough of buying the latest technology. Of course photography is not spared too and I find it amusing that Singaporeans seem to be more obsessed with the technology that they are using than the picture they take. I never thought that the best equipment will deliver the best pictures. It really boils down to the photographer. No doubt that the equipment help, but it is really just a tool. Have they thought that the reason why some professionals take such good pictures is not really the equipment but the photographer themselves?

Singaporeans do take some really nice pictures. Yes, nice in the sense of rich colour etc. But I challenge them to take pictures without having the need to do any digital touch up. At most, they can only contrast and crop the pictures; without altering the meaning of the original picture. I am really very interested to see the end product because it seems the ability to Photoshop well is now just as important. It is really amusing that some 'professional' photographers covering events like weddings spend more time looking into their LCDs than framing or composing the shot.

But granted that it is a matter of perspective and choice, I will just rant on and continue looking bemused when I see such incidents; especially when it involves those pseudo photojournalists who take pictures that will make any tabloid or paparazzi proud.


he spoke at 8:35 pm