Monday, February 14, 2005
Have you ever asked yourself how much you have changed after a period of time? Or how much your surrounding has changed? I guess I've been thinking of that from time to time and just dare not come to a conclusion on them. You can consider that escaping from reality. Well, I do not disagree with that. As much as I hope that I've changed for the better, I'm afraid that I've changed for the worse. I really don't know. The truth does scare me.
I know that I'm fading into patches of deja vu and that's scaring me. There are certain things in the past I don't exactly want to feel again but am somehow feeling. How can that be? I really don't know. Sometimes, words just fail me. There are so many things I want to say but just do not know how to phrase it or how to say it. Maybe it's just the words not wanting to come out from my mouth cos my brain or heart tells it not to.
he spoke at 11:53 pm
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