Saturday, November 01, 2003
Man, I'm bored. Tired of studying, can't seem to bloody motivate myself. Arghz. What am I doing at home on a Saturday night?? O yea, as usual, staring into space and wasting my life away. Sheesh. Can't wait for exams to be over, I itching to play mahjong and soccer sia. And not to mention watch movies too!!!!!!!!! Drinking also seems damn attractive now. And no, I'm not a bloody alcoholic! No where near it.
Did a survey this afternoon for Yihui. I bet it was a survey by BMW cos of the nature of questions asked. Kept harping on BM, Merc and Audi. But they are going to be sad when they see the result of my survey. Haha. Cos I really marked them down big time. They asked what I thought of BM, about the cars etc and I gave them the second worst rating. Quite a few, yup but its true, I've not heard anything positive about it from people whom I know who own a BM. Yes, I've driven a BM before, the performance of the car did impress me but after hearing about the service of Performance Motors and reading it off the papers, I really think twice about it. How ironic that its called Performance Motor. Promised to meet up with Yihui, Shuting, Peimin and Weitian before the end of the month too. Going call Yaosheng, Kendy, Seok Yin, Michelle, Pony and Sheleen too. Another massive gathering. Hope to be able to pull it off. Haha. We were such a close first three months class but we have more or less drifted apart. Miss those days. Been a long time since we all caught up with each other. At most is just Yaosheng, Kendy and I meet up. I cannot believe that Yihui thought that Kendy and I were together. Was really surprised when she asked me that. Haha. Want to see how Shuting is too man. Last time in school our Chinese teacher said that we were both si dang, as in we were buddies. Haha. Shuting freaked out when she heard that cos we were not that close lor. Just because we attend most of his classes does not mean we are buddies lor. But than I also not say attend all his classes. He use to label me as tao ke wang meaning truancy king. Haha. So yea, wamt to see how they all have been.
Tonight's match wil see Proton visit Old Trafford. Haha. Yup, Portsmouth logo really reminds me of Proton's logo. Well, if my predictions are anything to be right, than we can expect Man U to win by at least two goals. No, it's not because I like Man U but its because after beaten by Fulham last week at their Theatre of Dreams, Man U will usually bounce back with a convincing win. Provided they are in another of their slum, like the one they experienced in the mid 90s where by think they lost to Saints 6-3 than Newcastle 5-0 and another loss in a row. But that season they still managed to win the league. Double also if I remember correctly.
Juve takes on Milan at the intimidating San Siro. Hard to predict who will win in this repeat of last season's Champions League final. Expecting a draw but hoping for a Juve win. Afterall they got their most important player fit for this game. No its not del Piero, he's their inspirational captain. Feel in recent years its Pavel Nedved whom they depend on. Heck, its what the critics say too. Sad that del Piero is injured cos he is a player whom they can depend on for that brillance that can decide the game. But they have been playing well without him too so hope Juve can play one notch higher to be assured of all three points.
he spoke at 10:57 pm
What a day it had been. After a brain draining paper went to makan at Crystal Jade with Keng and Melly. Cos of Ramadan, Brian and Yah Yah could not eat but they were very nice to join us at the table. Respect and admire them for that. Went to get a birthday pressie for poor JY. Man, think a huge majority of us miss her sia. Poor thing, hospitalised and got to miss her exams. At least she's now at home resting, take care k Jy and yea, again, we all miss you.
Went back at around four plus. Left the guys earlier cos wanted to go put my bag home before going to church. Met my wonderful Godma for mass today and was quite surprised to see Kristy. Don't know why the surprise too but it was a very evry pleasant surprise. Been so damn long since I last met her. Sadly did not get to talk to her today, really hope to be able to catch up with her after our exams man.
Decided to relax today and just sit down and slack or should I say yesterday. Got study later, of course after a good night's rest. Watched First Blood for the don't know how many times just now on Channel i. Haha, yup that no brainer show, a show where by its purely for entertainment.
he spoke at 12:34 am
Tuesday, October 28, 2003
Think that my comp is going crazy. Give it a few more months at most and it'll just crash etc. Been wanting to backup my files but am too lazy, I know I'm going to regret not doing it juts am just too lazy.
Was quite pissed when I read about the blast of the ICRC building in Iraq. What are those fucking militants think they are doing? Driving out all help so that you can have a free for all fight for a government that wil probably not exist. Come on face that fucking fact, you guys are just not the cut for governing. Never was and never will. If there's a person who is telling you fuckers that you guys are capable of it, tell that fellow to go find a dick stuff up his fucking mouth. Yes, if you are wondering if I am angry about it, YES I am. So quite pissed is an understatement. NGOs like the ICRC do not take sides in any conflicts, they are there to render help to people who need it, not only them, even UN too. There are there to bring just that bit of humanity and care that is so lacking in those places. Was pissed also by that Nigerian guy who spoke out about Polio vaccines. he said that he got his some of his sources from the internet. Can someone please tell him that not everything off the net is reliable. If he so believe what is online is all true than direct him to my blog and I'll him that the Polio vaccines do work! They are absolutely fine and your people need it. Please do not deny them that chance to lead a normal life.
And if any of you think that above post is directed at any particular religion, my answer to you is NO! I do not believe that any religion preaches evil. All religion preaches good but its selfish people who decide to take religion into their own hands, twist it and claim that its the word from God. Please do not do such things as it simply pollutes the word religion and it stains the name of God rather than glorify it.
Anger aside.
Sorry The Project Head for making you listen to my unhappiness last night. Hey, you promised not to tease me about you know who. Ok lah, don't want to hear my complains than say so lah, don't need to do you know what mah. Haha. By the way, all the best for your exams k! Good Luck!
he spoke at 1:36 pm
Monday, October 27, 2003
So many things happen in such a short time. Put my WinAmp on random and guess what song its playing, Beyond's Guang Hui Sui Yue, this song kinds of sum up my entire mood. Why must things somethimes turn out the way it is? Are we all too scheming fro our good? Must we really put others down? Is that what it means to be a human? Where is the love that we are supposed to show one another? Am I such a fool to believe that there is good in human? Why must there be conflict? And betrayal? Can't we all live happily ever after? Everyone is different and that's a fact that we all got to accept, why judge others? I know its hard but come on, no one is perfect, please do not let trival matters overlook the bigger picture. How ironic, the more educated we are, the more we distant ourselves from reality and those whom need our help. As the bible states, he who is first will be last and he who is last will be first. How true that is, the moment we think we are better than others, than that's our downfall. We are only friends once in this life, savour ever moment of it and not let our emotions and ideas get in the way of it. Let's just respect and accept the fact that we have different expectations of one another and if you are not happy about something, talk about it and not leave it to the end for a horrible ending.
Well, that's exactly what I learnt from watching 15. Yup, that controversal film by Royston Tan. There was this girl behind me who commented rather loudly, what a stupid show. Come on, if a show is can be so accepted and acclaimed internationally, there must be something about it that is right. Stupid is far too loaded, it is so ironic that she had fallen into the category of people that Royston wanted to highlight. That's the people who think they are above others, those who look down on those less educated. The stereotypical character will be that of an English speaking person. Looking back its, quite true, something that most people take for granted and just ignore. That is the Ah Bengs. Come on, they are human too, do you like ebing stared upon by others? No right? So why stare at them and look upon them as different? You go abroad and when the ang mos look down on you, you will come back saying that they are so fucked up racist. But the fact that you look down on some of your own countrymen makes you no better. Another point that was portrayed and I feel lacking in Singapore is loyalty. Money is paramount. Screw loyalty, if it makes me money, I'll just sell my entire family. Sounds mad? Well, look at the papers and seeing family members suing each other for money, father sues son, vice versa, doesn't that almost sound the same?
he spoke at 11:00 pm